It’s been with me a while – and its scary, comes in bouts almost crippling, and then they give you drugs… weird drugs, that stop you feeling, almost… maybe they just stop you crying?? Then, explain this…

Want to know how crazy I am?
Want to know what the hell is wrong with me?
Why I drop and cry for no reason??
Me too.

Some people catch your eye at wierd moments. And some special people you meet when you least expect to…

Heres one of them, an exceedingly cute (gorgeous too) gal who helped make many working days pass much quicker when I worked for Hewlett Packard <coughs>

I think this one shed it’s meaning 🙁

A short comparison

Ever felt this way?

Ever felt this way?

The ugliest side of my nature, coupled with my own creativity is the perfect recipe for disaster… I’ve known this for years, but only now realised the true depth of the problem.

Too many things go wrong, theres too much bad luck for it to be coincidence… I believe some people simply attract it

Long nights, cold empty thoughts…